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Wanda Maximoff ([personal profile] seeingscarlet) wrote2024-08-16 08:11 am
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[personal profile] gotaholdonme 2018-10-25 03:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Loki watches her, breath shaky, hands itching to reach out and touch. She's sure this isn't what's actually happening, sure that her mind is playing games again. However, there's a desperation that runs through her, a need for something, anything, to be kind and Wanda was such a kind, good thing to her.

Maybe...

Loki reaches out, careful in the way her fingers connect with Wanda's as if her touch alone could break this spell.

"Please," she says, her voice soft, pleading. "Please don't go. Please stay this time?"
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[personal profile] gotaholdonme 2018-10-28 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"I--" She starts, unsure of how to get the words to make it from her mind to her mouth. "I can walk." She's shaky, her body a bit weak from what they've done, but she moves to stand all the same.

After a beat, it strikes Loki that she has no idea where Wanda's been, nonetheless where they were going now.

"What happened?" SHe asks, reaching to touch Wanda's cheek. "You left and I didn't know where you had gone to. WHere--Where did you go? Where are we going?"
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[personal profile] gotaholdonme 2018-10-29 01:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"They didn't--" she starts, trying to make sure she understands. "They didn't keep you?" She had no idea what happened to Wanda, could only assume the worst and it's starting to dawn on her how wrong she was.

"And you came back here for--You came looking for me?" Loki bites down on her lip, trying hard not to let her legs give out. Wanda had meant to so much to her, even though their interactions had been brief. She carried her memory within her as often as possible and now, knowing that hse's all right, that hse's here to save her...

"You didn't have to," she finds herself saying. "You didn't need to come back here. If they--If something goes wrong and they get you again..."

Loki knows Wanda wasn't meant for here, wasn't meant to be caged and captured even if Lok isn't sure she can say the same about herself.
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[personal profile] gotaholdonme 2018-11-13 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)

Loki nods, her mind foggy and uncertain if this is still something that hse's experiencing or just dreaming. She leans heavily against Wanda, walking slowly but still making progress all the same. She's not sure how any of this is happening, how she's managed to survive to make it to now, but here she is and she is praying to whatever might be listening that this is going to not shatter when she tries to ground herself.

She stays quiet as they make their way out, still trying to process and more than that, trying to remember that she's going to be free from this. SHe's going to be with Wanda now and that things...things might be all right.

"What happens now?" She asks after a long silence, her voice nervous. "What happens after we get out? What comes next?" Because even as Wanda is making promises, she can't help but think of the next terrible thing that finds them.

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[personal profile] gotaholdonme 2018-11-29 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Loki lets herself be guided, studying everything she can with wide, nervous eyes. SHe's still not sure how any of this is happening but it seems to not be stopping, and she's learned to not fight. Besides that, Wanda is here, she says it's safe, and she seems to trust the people she's with.

If they were in danger, or rather more danger, she's sure Wanda would find a way to tell her.

But there are blankets here, soft and warm against her skin, and Wanda assuring her that things will be okay.

Loki let herself smile, a proper one that even reaches her eyes. She rests her head on the seat, eyes closed for a moment as she lets all of it sink in.

"I'm all right," she assures. "My head hurts but that...That's normal. That's always there." HYDRA tampering with her, trying to extract what they could from her, left Loki with a constant headache, a pounding behind her eyes and in the back of her brain. It aggravated the things inside her, left them shifting and slithering around in her brain and sometimes, it felt like the pain was the only way she could think clearly enough to function.

The pain cut through the screaming, oddly enough, and gave her a point of focus.

After a moment, something strikes her, then she's looking to Wanda with a more subdued smile on her face. "You both got out, didn't you? Does this mean I get to meet your brother?"
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[personal profile] gotaholdonme 2018-12-28 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
The smile falls away, her eyes closing and her lip going between her teeth. "I'm sorry," she says softly, her voice gentle. "I--I didn't know. I thought he would...I thought I would get to meet him."

Her eyes open again as one hand reaches out, touching Wanda carefully. "I wish I could give him back to you."
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[personal profile] gotaholdonme 2019-01-02 11:34 am (UTC)(link)
"It's good," she says. "It's so, so good." A small smile slides onto her face. "To see you and touch you and--And to know you're safe."

Knowing that Wanda has had a chance to be happy, it fills her with a joy she doesn't remember ever feeling.
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[personal profile] gotaholdonme 2019-01-10 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Loki is quiet on the trip back, just enjoying the feeling of Wanda close to her again. It's a comfort she didn't think she would be getting back and even now, she's waiting for something to take it away.

Opening her eyes, she looks around them as the doors open and Wanda stirs next to her. "A doctor," she says carefully. "I'm fine, I am. I don't need to see anyone, no one needs to see me. I'm seen enough, too much, too many people are already there, too much as been seen."

SHe presses herself into the chair a little, not away from Wanda but away from doors and anyone else hwo might come close to them.